Under the Magnifying Glass...

This morning we had one of our weekly Prayer meetings and afterward we had our time of teaching... I am so loving that right now, getting closer into the word and into who i am and how i live and act. How do i apply the word and teachings of God into everyday habits that i have picked up ?which ones i need to work on ? and which ones i need to get rid off ?

Its a brilliant routine of self examination, that can be quite uncomfortable but so neccesary if i want to grow..Its amazing what happens when you start to look at yourself with a magnifying glass what you see the ' heart behind the action' can be quite different. I love that i am being challeged, but it's flippin scary, Yesterday i got asked to do something that i would have prefered not to do, and i will be honest, i did try to get out of it, but i do deep down inside recognise that if i want to go forward i need to suck it up and contiue to push myself into the uncomfortable.

Maybe I've lived in the comfortbale for too long... but dont we all. All I can say is God knows i will fight and get confused and challenge, scream and moan at him probably every step off the way, but he's 'immense in mercy' so he can take it...